Since Then, the Ghost

 

 

Each week worse,

a piece of wood

for burning hope.

 

My life frightens me

progressively.

 

Years ago I had children

and a car and possessions.

 

Now I know not much of anything.

 

It’s overwhelming to look at

what I had.  What I felt destined to have.

 

I claimed I had children, right?

 

Don’t I ever change for the better?

 

 

(Source: Conscience Letter 352)